A Miscarriage Poem

A strand from me

A strand from him

Woven in love, carefully knit together

Two made one and life was born

Held in the strong hands of a Master Designer

 

Not an accident but created in love

A little life with a purpose

This tiny one grew safe inside

For such a short time

 

Who could stop my heart from loving?

Who could stop my heart from hoping?

Dreaming, planning for joy ahead

 

My mother’s heart wanted to protect, to guard, to cherish

I longed to know, to hold, to love

This tiny one

Who one day was safe inside

The next day . . . gone

Leaving behind an empty womb

Tears without number

 

Who could stop my heart from aching?

Who knew the sorrow would weigh so much?

Crushing weight on a fragile soul

 

Jesus, the man of sorrows, familiar with grief

He’s never left us

Walking with us, mourning with us

Through the ups and downs of this road called grief

 

In the darkness, trust has deepened

As I cling to His hand when I cannot see

My heart surrenders

To my Father who is good

The Author of Life

To Jesus, my compassionate Saviour

Who holds life and death in His nail-pierced hands

 

We’ll never hold our little one in this life

And yet our hearts will not forget

This missing strand of the fabric of our family

But someday, these tears will be wiped away

Death will be swallowed up by new life

 

For now, Father, you collect my tears in your bottle

You whisper that every life is a gift, no matter how short

And you hold us

And our little one

Safe in your arms